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| Island of Ischia, Italy; photo by Tammy C. Smith 2011 |
Reading through the social network Facebook today, New Years Day 2014, I am overcome by the reflections people have posted. 2013 was a year of struggles, a year of pain, a year of heartache for so, so many. My heart truly goes out to each and every soul. My 2014 was also a struggle; so I sincerely can empathize. It is so much easier to talk about our pain once it has passed, or once we have found a way to live with or manage it. For all of those who are still tormented and dealing with life's conflicts, allow me to share a very contemplative message with all of you. It comes from the daily meditation
God Calling. I have mentioned this book in past blogs.
God Calling came into my hands twice through what I believe are two very miraculous incidents and it has been an uncanny source of inspiration in my daily life ever since I acquired my first edition in the early 90's. The meditations in this book were compiled by A.J. Russell. They are messages from apparitions received by two women who call themselves "The Listeners." The Listeners received the apparitions from Jesus Christ himself. Narrated in the first person, Jesus speaks to us all and individually through His words recorded in
God Calling:
I stand between the years. The Light of My Presence is flung
across the year to come - the radiance of the Sun of Righteousness. Backward,
over the past year, is My Shadow thrown, hiding trouble and sorry and
disappointment.
Dwell not on the past - only on the present. Only use the past as
the trees use My Sunlight to absorb it, to make from it in after days the
warming fire-rays. So store only the blessings from Me, the Light of the World.
Encourage yourselves by the thought of these.
Bury every fear of the future, of poverty for those dear to you,
of suffering, of loss. Bury all thought of unkindness and bitterness, all your
dislikes, your resentments, your sense of failure, your disappointment in others
and in yourselves, your gloom, your despondency, and let us leave them all,
buried, and go forward to a new and risen life.
Remember that you must not see as the world sees. I hold
the year in My Hands - in trust for you. But I shall guide you one day at a time.
Leave the rest with Me. You must not anticipate the gift by fears
or thoughts of the days ahead.
And for each day I shall supply the wisdom and the strength.
Today in Chapter 2 of the Gospel of John, I find the verses to relate quite profoundly to beginning a New Year. Chapter 2 begins with the wedding feast at Cana in Galilee. As the bridegroom had run out of wine, it was Mary, the mother of Jesus, who told the servants, "Do whatever he tells you." Jesus then performed his first miracle by turning the water the servants brought to him into wine. This wine Jesus created wasn't just any old wine, it was better than the previous wine, it was "primo" wine. So just as Jesus transformed plain water into a fine, extraordinary wine, he can do the same with us. We just have to trust in Mary's words to do whatever He tells us. In 2014, we must let "The Light of the World " do His will in us and allow Him to be our guide, one day at a time.
Jesus does not want us to forget, however, the valuable lessons He taught us in 2013. As he says in today's message of God Calling, "Store only the blessings from me." Those blessings are what we have learned through our pain and suffering. These lessons will provide us with a foundation of wisdom for facing the next trial in our lives. In John 2:23-25, we see that Jesus deeply understands the hearts of men, "He knew all men and needed no one to bear witness of man; for he himself knew what was in man." He knows of our weaknesses and faults more than we know them ourselves, therefore, He implores us to trust Him, to "hold the year in" His "hands." He will light the way through the New Year and the rest of our days on this Earth.
Finally, as a resolution not only for today this first day day of the New Year but also for Our Lady on the holy day of her Solemnity, let us heed her words, "Do whatever He tells us." Totus Tuus, All for you, Mary.